White Vans and a Simple Life

She said wear them everyday, and I did.. without fail, yet each time they still looked so bright!

I have not the fondest idea of where I will be in the next 5 years, believe it or not.. I know that would displease a panel of interview judges but it's true.. I know I would like (heck, love) to be successful and working my dream job and raising a munchkin or two, happily married yada yada.... but to be fair, that is living too far a head of myself..

Don't get me wrong, I want all those good things listed above, like anyone else I have aspirations.. but for once, can life just be lived for now and less Projected!

I do believe what you do today will reflect tomorrow and hard work really does pay off.. I also believe in God! In Him being the centre of it all, so before I get so consumed with my 5 year plan that I forget my right now, I will Keep my Life Simple;

In particular order, i have right now plans to eat, sing a song, write a poem, dance, find a plant and name it Pumpkin, call a friend, drink some water, play a sport, love, run, pray, buy a gift for a friend, read a short story, buy another plant, call mum, design something, eat again, take a walk, clean my room, buy a t-shirt with a message, cut my hair......or not... aaaagh, I just want to keep it Simple!!!

Life and Living

The thing about Life is that Things don't always go how you want them to.. and frankly, they rarely will.. but that doesnt mean you should give up on it...

In this life, we will all experience...firstly LOVE, be it from a parent or whatever other source..

And with that comes HURT.. the only way that feeling can exist is if you exposed yourself to love and ofcourse expected from that Love, otherwise, why would you be Hurting?!... and its okay to expect!

Hurt can also be as a result of REJECTION >> which is expressed in many ways.. either by a friend, a parent or a partner, it could come in many forms.. cheating is one.. or plain and simple, Breakup for really reasons you cant fathom even after years of the silly ordeal.

So many misconceptions with this!! some feel like its their fault they were rejected and feel guilty for the longest time and some blame the others... Aaaaaaargh.. its so complex.. you just always want closure.. if it means tracking down this parent, confronting this Friend or .......constantly stalking this ex-partner for closure... Truth is, There is never a response too good to make you feel better! You are the Master of your Decisions.......so decide...............................to Move On!!!!! Regret Nothing, they say that.. because at one point in your life, THAT which you got is exactly what you WANTED!!

Through it all....... remember to;

To be honest, this wont guarantee you a happier LIFE contrary to that heading.... it ONLY helps you with the quality of your Life.. other than that, You will still get Hurt!! AGAIN!!!! and AGAIN!!!! hopefully a little wiser!